#i love her

When I am with you

I don’t need wings to fly

you make me rise high

higher than the clouds could ever be

There are so many people in this world

and my eyes landed on you

and I realized

I only want you

One day you will open your eyes

and you will see

that the sun only shines for you

and that my love for you

will be endless

Oh can you not see the sparks 

that fly from my chest 

every time I look at you

Is it worth my pain

to give you the time

to make up your mind

what if your final decision 

hurts more than being uncertain

Even if I don’t want it and I’m trying to avoid it

sometimes my mind takes me back 

to like we were before you left

reliving the moments we had

breaking my heart all over again

And I’m torn between

wanting to feel your lips on mine

and staying strong 

not giving you the chance to break me again

If you didn’t want this to continue

why did you kiss me back

why did you touch my neck

And somehow it’s sad

how much I still want you

even though you keep

pushing me away

I can smell your scent

wherever I go

but when I think about you

I can’t even remember how your hand felt in mine 

I will be there for you

Hold my hand

and tell me you care for me

put a smile on my face

and tell me I’m beautiful

make me laugh

and make our time together magical

Why did it take so long

for me to realize

that everything that happened

ruined me

When I look in your eyes

I see a bright future

I see a happy life

a life that I spend next to you

I still remember our first meeting

I was so nervous to sit next to you

I think I forgot how to talk

and then you started the conversation

and suddenly everything was fine

I would do everything

just to have you next to me

all the time

every night

I think I will never be able

to tell you

what I really feel for you

And now I drink this wine

trying to ease my pain

this relationship lost its sparkly shine

but still with you I would try again

I know it wouldn’t be right 

but if you’d ask id run towards you